When i will start to write?

when i will start to write?...im so angry on my self...with all the stories in my head ..some even have lost traces...

"U should write it down..." ..the quotes i have heard many times whenever i finish narrating a story of mine to some one...and yet im still here without any effort to write...am i a person who just love to imagine things and let it go...i wonder ...but what a waste if my imagination just gone like that...what a waste ....?!!

i should sketch at least a short stories by this june 2009...my RESOLUTION!!!!!!!!!

The Week of Wiping Tears...

yeah...it is tough handling some one tears..especially when you really wish they will stop...

but its not in my control even sometimes not even in their hand...when emotion run high..

we are weak..and im not expect in wiping tears of other!!!...i had many of my own experiences flow of tears...

My economic crisis!!

As the common word we are hearing nwdays, "economic crisis" ...to be true i just face it about a year ago...i had a job, yes..salary ok to a level..but when u have a loan of car and your mortgage and together with your expenses ...u are consumed!!!...to the max...

I was a bit not comfortable with that...like breathing just a head above water while your whole body are underneath..i did 'drowned' temporarily sometimes as you know there are helping hand around me...saved me!!!...But im not happy with that ...i always asked why are im still breathing like this!!!!...

About a 3 month , my close friend suggested a tuition to me that i was bit hesistant because of my work ( 40 % going out , 60% at office) but anyway im desperate!!!..so i agreed eventually and followed him for the first class..and for your info it was add-maths class which i think was totally out of my brain..!!Yeah that two hours class was like...Gripping!!!But anything to end my economic crisis...Hell Yeah!!!

SHOW ME THE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah , It Did.....

Things look improving ( including my add maths) after 2 months where i have extra cash in hand!!! Yahooo......and i just booked tuition for next year at the same home im teaching now...

Now, no more 'drowning' but still wet waist down...!!!! Have to find another close friend :-)

Facebook Fan

I am a "cross-over"!! Once a loyal Friendster fan now to a Facebook fan...why? Any particular reason you may ask...NO actually just caught in the trend but a bit late actually.

But i admit i am amazed the Facebook is working ....getting in contact with the people which i used to know and lost their contact..its just pop-up ...its just confirmed me to a believer of Six degrees of Separation..i just read thru about this too...

Six degrees of separation refers to the idea that, if a person is one step away from each person they know and two steps away from each person who is known by one of the people they know, then everyone is an average of six "steps" away from each person on Earth. ( from wikipedia)

A diagram below to explain the idea better...

Interesting huh!!...but that's the way Facebook flawlessly working ...and im enjoying every moment im in it...

Yours dearly,

Facebook Fan

Being Positive!!!

After my experience with the secret, i tend to believe more on being and remains positive at least most of my time. I browse for positive quotes in the net and save it to my phone using GPRS. I forward those to my close people in order to motivate but primarily to motivate myself.



I came across few quotes the really awakening and inspiring too and sometime funny too..

Like the ones below :-


" When everything seems to go against you, remember that airplanes take off against the wind , not with it" - Henry Ford

"Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity."- Albert Einstein

But it is tough being positive when things are really not working they way you want it, a negative situation to be put correctly but hey!! being positive has actually have no better meaning if you didn't actually use it at the right time and i mean a really negative time/situation.

So cmon lets be positive :-)

Me and My storytelling

Me and my storytelling...yeah i used to do that a lot ...kinda of a daydreamer and seriously i enjoyed that. especially when travelling in bus and even a car sometimes listening to my favourite songs ..i just leave my mind go wild ( not so wild ok!) just letting it go freely ...imagine a scenery without a frame..an awesome feeling...and the stories just will fall in accordingly...


I have a stories on many things on love, on friendship, on determination and i used to tell them to my friends especially during my varsities days..and yeah some of did enjoyed if not my stories at least my funny faces during my storytelling..


and you know i used to bring my former girlfriend to park and 'annoyed' her with my storytelling ..u just have to look at her face when i tell her i have new stories in hand...but amazingly she did enjoyed and did advise me many times to write it down on paper..which i never did..hehe

But i havent start my 'storytellig skills' yet with my fiancee maybe she will be my former fiancee if start my skills..

I just found more difficult for me to express my stories in the form of words on paper as i found more interesting putting in the form moving image in my mind...relatively very easy...and telling my imaginary stories to others which i can act and express myself...( or what i told just now is synonym to pure LAZINESS to sit and write)....:-)

Law of Attractions Part 1

Kinda of interesting topic. i bumped into this thru my tuition students altough my best friend suggested to me to view the CD. I totally ignored it knowing as im a bit sceptical.


Even when my tuition students was explaining the 'secrets' i was kinda of curious but there is still doubt..but you know my students , they can sell anything . So what i did i just borrowed the DVD from them and WATCH it...Its is a indeed a experience at least for me ...

I share the experience then.....to be continued...